A Denial Of All Things Natural

https://youtu.be/VwS07IuuBAo?si=QSvOXYj-bj7zohV3

I’ll start with a small rant at you, me, your family, your loved ones and your friends.. as well as mine, those you hate, those you understand, those you deem wrong, those you would follow. All of us, were warned for a great many years, all of us were warned. People railed for many many decades about what is currently underway globally, but more importantly.. the Majority of us, railed against those who warned us of what was in the making. You quite simply lived, as instructed to the best of your allowed ability, getting by and saying nothing except that which saved face. There shall be a great hyacinth bouquet upon the mass graves of our generation. Tied with all the falsehoods we propped up in the name of convenience and public standing. We faced conformist authoritarian regimes of many shades over countless years. And each time, we equally.. propped them up, Like building babel only to stare gormlessly as the masonry falls and brains us. Many in our western countries can barely deal with life, themselves, nature.. They can’t take a naughty word as told to them, like little children. Many are sexually deviant, frustrated, confused and bored. Most just do whatever it takes to see tomorrow, or accurately, as little as possible to get by with minimal effort, for minimal reward.. in a most mindfully mindless manner. When ditches are dug, rifles are slung, sons and daughters.. now empowered through the draft (Convenience again hey) are churned into the soil of the next refugee melting pot to be, how well will we manage? Sometimes you can’t help but see the sense of those who orchestrate such catastrophe, do we really deserve our lives? What do we make of them? How much do we value it? From tin foil hat conspiracy to desperately fighting over muddied rubble. I suppose the former is more comforting.

Lyrics for A Denial Of All Things Natural below, as well as the link to the music… even in it’s apparent pointlessness.

A deep perversion of all things natural.. Modern denial

Isn't it exciting when the herd moves as one
7 billion forgotten self's laying down to die
In the name of a world they never experienced
For people who say they must
But knowingly won't do the same.
It is best not to believe in anything
Except now, right now
Don't think too much beyond now
And pay maximum attention to now
Right now
Panic buying starts
And the exit lights are on the screen
Everyone rushes at once
Not one of them panic thinks
Not one of them knows an exit
There's lots of open doors in dangerous places
Don't squeak little mice
You'd alarm the others
And you'd then be a threat
The new green light
A domestic terrorist
Don't squeak little mice.
Lacking in any desire to see beyond
Terrified of a world which they deny themselves
Settle into the neon bliss of ignorance
Satisfactions on the screen
Whenever you wish it to be,
Pleasantly pacified
Perfectly useless, glad to die
Or see death
It all means so little
So long as it's not you
And even then
So long as it's quick
Or in your sleep
Is that right?
How could you save a world you've done nothing for
Screaming and shouting as directed
Whenever little miss tin pot extremist
Tugs at your puppet strings
Hearts and crafts
The technique's now perfect.
You want to save a world you never saw
By destroying people you've never met
And really it's just for the self
A cultivated self
Not cultivated by you
But by your daily intake of passive media
And law
The self of man in it's dying days
Lashing out desperately for any experience it hasn't yet had
As the realization finally dawns upon it
But too little too late
Clambers to destroy all in it's place
In bitter revenge for a life now regretted.
Time is but a schedule
And it's passing an inconvenience
And when your times up, it's up
And that's that
We're so often told.
It's all the here and now
Or if desperate
To be new wave and spiritual
with an entirely sculpted mind
Perhaps it's reincarnation
More of the here and now
But you don't believe it
You know there's nothing
Other than the ravings of hopeful idiots.
Those desperate for more than Ikea
And Mcfeelings
A hellish post-nature
Post-human
Perpetual life support
A system of man's creation
The fucking hive which drones endlessly.
It's much more efficient to regulate emotions
And direct them towards the onlookers
They'll barely know what's hit them
Likewise, they'll barely know what they've hit
In fact most will barely know a thing
Whatever keeps the balance
On that fucking screen.
You want save a world you've never known
Never tried to know
Never even desired to know
But of course it's all we've got
So you want to save a world you've never known
It's all there is
Wrapped about our universe
But greater than anyone
You want to do what you've been told
Or else you might have to face something natural 

Music available here

This piece Is in fact an entirely improvised guitar loop run, based around a very simple drawn out bending sequence. Processed heavily and worked on in audacity after recording of course. Made more to my liking, less musical and bit more.. atmospheric for better or worse, really it’s just a hateful frustrated mess which goes on too long and never brings much in the way of respite.. Almost exactly as intended, although since “A Corpse Paints” I have not been pleased with any of my vocals.. current living conditions don’t really allow for truly screaming and shouting as if in an argument or fight, or as I aim for.. whilst having a nervous breakdown. Most of us don’t grunt, growl and pig squeal our way through distress, not really. And some of us aren’t really musicians for the assumed reasons, we’re just trying to capture “that moment” so that it doesn’t capture us in the most harmless manner we can.

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